I wonder if talking to the wrong people makes me angry or I’m too stupid to start with. The more I think about why should we pay equally for my father’s funeral the more sad I feel because he have not given us equally anything (nothing really from the day I was born)If he means to just let JH inherit then he should pay the entire cost of the funeral because what he inherits amounts to 1 Mil. Whatever cash my Mom still have is just enough for her to live on till her eventual departure which I hope will be a long time and what about her med bill? How freaking unfair is that when I have to keep paying thousands of $ and gets 0. It makes a bad holiday just thinking about the money gone.
Another big downer is LM got the NOLA house taken away after its been given. When he heard this news we were at the garden and he was on the phone for the longest time and after he came in, I can see he was very sad and I thought some thing bad happened to Bobby. SInce then all the plan scrapped, such as hiring a contractor to remodel and contact Judy to rent it out. LM wants to quit right away so he can begin to go fishing and do some carpentry. He wants to rent out the house here in SF also. Lots of plans, now no need to think how to make it work. I thought it was my fault that Bobby took the house back because I can’t live in it right away. I won’t let my benefits go that’s for sure. The more we think about it the more conplicated it seems. I know his brothers won’t agree to it knowing they will get hundreds thousands short. LM keeps saying his step Mom at first and I don’t think she’ll have this view on LM. Then we realized that his youngest bro seems to be the whinniest and most unyielding of all people and suddenly why he shows up at NOLA after being gone for god knows 35 yrs.and suddenly looking up friends. We’ve been back for 4-5 yts every yrs going. So he wants to competet it seems. He rarely if not never “like” LM’s FB. Unlike his other bro who always been well connected to LM when LM have the accident only his other brother contact him. When LM told me that C has a lot of friends I was skeptical but here’s a full house at the funeral. (maybe friends of the wife not his) His BF is saintly. That almost tells me that C has a monstrous personality therefore only a saintly person can stand him. No, I have never like the guy one little bit.
LM after the bad news have been very sad and he got a cold right after. Its been kind of cold and rainy ever since. Looks like we may never get to go back ever to his childhood home. Now Bobby said he will rent it out to get income. How sad is never………………………………………………………….
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