I am pretty certain that Moni is getting marry soon and even sooner then me. And she just met my driver for 1 week and everything is in a lightling speed that is so unreal. Moni keeps saying that it is too good to be true. But I think it sounds like a fairy tale and romantic
He asked her to moved in with the intend to get married.Since Moni got a busted car, he said she should live with him and then she saved rent and use that money for a new car. Then after they get married, they will get a new place that Moni can help choose. Now Moni catch his bus on Enbarcaderro and I don’t see him anymore. He speeds up to get her there on time. All the things that they planned sounds so nice. Moni making dinner. He asks her to go jogging with him. Moni does have some extra weight all on her hp and butt. They are just inseperatable. He calls her at work all the time. They were talking calling each other “baby” in front of all the bus passingers. Oooooooooooooooooool This man bough her flowers and plans to take her Thanksgiving to meet his folks. So he got it down.
Ch is having the same idea. Yesterday he was so nice we talk until midnight no doublt that he gots the idea from Tommy. He wants me to move in with him too. But today when he calls, he sounds so damn drunk. I think he is high on pot. No use talking to him like that. He makes it sound so good yesterday but today he sounds crazy. Does he have money or he is lieing to me. He said his present job is close to $150,000 a yr??? And the new job is no way near it. He got hired already and he was afraid that they find his credit is bad and won’t hire him. He took leaves of absent from his old job . Is he doing this for me? I feel so much pressure. I am scared like Moni. Just talking to him feels good. Just listening to him talking about it makes me feel that I can’t be closer to getting married then anytime of my life . Because previously, I don’t have that experience with anyone. I mean, Am was sweet talking to me bough me flowers and stuff toys and all kinds of nice things. AM was leading me on, but when I didn’t comply with the sex part he left. Ch is still around. He calls me often now,and what do I have to loose???? What is holding me back is just plain fear. Like if I just go with him, I won’t have a place to go back to. Love is for the brave. I have told Moni that she can’t let anything happen that mess it up. She can’t let him get away. I can’t say CH is for real but at one point I got so desperate about having a baby that I thought Ice would be OK just to have a baby with not to be married or anything like that. Maybe it is OK to have a baby with CH? CH is constantly testing me. He haven’t really invest much into me. I wonder if he really going to move here??? He must be joking. No flowers, no trips,(just talks) no fancy dinner, no stuff toys, no givings. We didn’t see each other for month. I feel like waking up again.Cold hard reality set in.